A Woman with a Lost Story

A woman of about 27 years of age, she is slim, soft, sexual, and sensual. She walks with a grace that makes her appear as though she is gliding across water, even though she is merely walking across the ground like any other human. She smells of espresso and hard, peppermint candy. She exudes an energy that seems to originate from the Universe itself - as though a star had exploded and she captured and swallowed its radiance. People sense this and often find themselves captured by her, voluntarily or involuntarily. It is easy to become lost in her eyes, which seem bottomless and full of the Universe's secrets. She is extremely intelligent, but even beyond that, she seems to possess a wisdom that is centuries old, with the light of an ancient spirit embedded deep in her aura.

She is highly empathetic and empathic, which means that she is endowed with the ability to sense and read other people's emotions and feelings, remotely or in person, and absorb their feelings in such a way that she sometimes cannot distinguish or separate her own feelings from theirs. The human side of her finds this hard to deal with - she has not yet learned how to shield herself and, as a result, is prone to depression and melancholy. Her humanity and her divinity create a split consciousness within her. She often drinks alcohol heavily and smokes marijuana in order to drown out the overwhelming emotions and feelings that she is forced to absorb day in and day out. She is aware of her inner-divinity, but is on a path to discover why she has been confined to her human vessel, with all of its Earthly limitations. She uses other mind-altering drugs on occassion to tap into other modes of awareness, to step into other dimensions. She has found ways to manipulate time and space, mostly through the use of drugs. As such, she is highly experimental, which sometimes takes its toll on her human body.

She has had many lovers over the years, both male and female of all shapes, sizes, races, ethnicities, and backgrounds - she is addicted to and intrigued by the human body and human nature, while simutaneously finding humanity itself to be beneath her true, inner nature. She also possesses the power to dream lucidly and to have out-of-body experiences during her sleep. She often goes on "dream adventures," where she travels to distant planets and stars to explore their environments.

Her father was an alcoholic and died from liver disease shortly after her birth. She was mostly raised by her grandmother in New Orleans because her mother was a drug addict who lived on the streets most of the time. She saw her occassionally, usually high, but she was never angry with her, always understanding of her mother's life path, as well as her own. Possessed with maturity andwisdom from birth, she understood from an early age that she chose her parents to conceive her because they would be able to provide her with the experiences that would shape the personality of her human vessel. Her grandmother very spiritual and supersititious, and passed down her spiritual knowledge to her, which she was able to use to supplement her own ideas, experiences, and experimentations with reality.

She dwells in no "now," for any consistent amount of time - not the present, past, nor future - because she often finds herself slipping between the cracks into a space that stands outside of any concepts of time and space. She has an ability to break the time-space continuum, likely a result of prolonged drug experimentation combined with her divine nature. Any clock that she looks at is out of sync with any other, depending on her mental state. Numbers speak to her and pattern themselves into an order that begs for her decipher. She wants, more than anything in the world, to complete her journey so that she may return to a higher order. She often feels tortured, confined, and contained inside of her humanoid vessel, but she knows that she is here for the purpose of learning. Still, the alignment of the stars at the moment she took her first breath did not endow her with a sense of patience. In the meantime, she will continue to experiment until she comes across the secret that will transform her back into a beam of light.